I need to do this....

I need to write a new post......  for some unexplainable reason  -  I just do .......

......and I don't want it to be about birthdays or tidying the house  but......

                              oh god my life is so   DULL   DULL   DULL  !!!!!!!!


I have one more room and the cupboard under the stairs to attack and what I started last December  (was it?  -  all that bedroom rearranging seems so -  last December)  will be COMPLETE!!!!!

But guess what...    I have today to do this.    And ........   Thuglet is ill.

But not ill enough to sit nicely with delightful Swallows and Amazons on constant loop.

No no no.

Just ill enough to only beat 99% of the crap out of Rock Godling and leave my eardrums bleeding.

RG's now stomped off to the bedroom.    That's my last room to do!!!

G-E-E-E-ET   O-O-U-U-T!!!!!!!!


I want to achieve!!!!!


I can still hear little sobs.  

The big ones are mine.

Not sure if my sobbing is because I can't get to do this fabled  'getting the house straight'  thing  (actually I started this particular kick 3 years ago).

Or is it because this is what I've become.    An obsessive House Tidy-er.

But I'm SO CLOSE to having gone through every room and got rid of things and put other things away and HOOOOOOVERED.  

And  THEN  I can  'do something I want to do'  -  yes  -  ME!!!    I can update my scrapbooks  (this doesn't sound exciting I know but believe me  -  this is top notch entertainment in my brain),   or I could finish my decaying papier mache tree  -   ohgodohgodohgod just imagine!    Close to orgasm.    Or I could get my kids' books back up to scratch -  the ones where I write all the lovely funny things they've done and said.    Yes those.    I think Thuglet was born last time I opened them.    Yes I'm sure there are 4 books.    Or I could finish my Tutenkhamen cushion cover.    Or my Earth Goddess.    Or my quilt.    Or I could  ....   I could  .......  I could   WRITE MY BOOK  - the one I started about 8 or 9 years ago and got all excited about again 2 years ago  -  and again on my Bacton Gas Terminals holiday  -  OHHHH I COULD DO ALL THAT!!!!!!


I just need one more obstacle to put in the way of this longed-for achievement.    Postpone my fulfillment just a tidge.    Hold the happiness...




I need to write a new post ....... for some unexplicable reason........